i am feeling so miserable. i was enjoying myself, i thought.

stress, insomnia started one week before my event.
excuse mi. it's juz a small event. ur team is working so hard!
but my mind juz kept working working working and i donno what i am doing anymore.

finally fell asleep last nite...and someone called MY HOUSE at 12.45am! excuse mi! and asking stuffs that are not urgent! EXCUSE MI!

ppl had been asking me little little things which is not even in charged by me~! like where to put the bags for .... EXCUSE MI! I AM A PARTICIPANT. NOT THE ORGANISER.

there's sth wrong with my blog. can't change the colour and font for my post!

trying my best to remain normal in front of ppl but i am making myself feel worse.

lost my balance...
losing my sanity....
hang on.....

no worries. i am fine.

i need to apologise in advance if i were to offend anyone within the next one week. i am just not myself anymore.

my threshold is low now. super low. tears are my new companion now.

i just need lots of support not stress. thanks.

(if u happen to know who i am talking about. hmm...pls keep it to urself. thank you)